"Perhaps. I'm - I don't like being here like this," he says softly. "Just because you want to end your life with blackness and darkness doesn't mean that it's easy for me to accept that. Xie Lian said that it's a possibility and - and I don't want that." He knows that Envy is the last person he should go to when he wants comfort, but his presence is that way anyway. Even if he spends most of his time being grumpy.